haruharu

aucually i had a very bad chinese new year with my family.

and i went to osaka for my love with lots of tears and feeling of heartbreak.

i felt really bad during these days.

anger, frustration, self-accusation and hopelessness often around me.

oh, i was happy when i saw jinki's smile of course.

i just feel that control myself with peacefulness is harder and harder to me.

anyway i just want to write down my feeling in this place. (maybe this is just a begining!?)

but i really hate to explain what happen to me if i didn't say to you even you're my friend.

so plz don't ask to let me feel sorry because i have to say no to you.

finally, i want to say sorry to someone who was hurt by me if he/she feels that way.

always love.